Farm House Building

Daddy, of course was still alive when we were doing construction on this house.  I used to send him pictures of progress and talk to him about the house.  So felt he was involved some with the new construction.  Talked to him all the time on our well I called it "beep beep" the phone Con had got me and Daddy to chat as his shaking made it hard for him to use a regular phone.

With daddy passing right before we were to move into farm, I had no desire to even decorate put pics up nothing. So Con came she helped me after Chuck and Lyn came to see the place, as Bret their son was in Georgetown, with grandchildren. Chuck had done my basement design for me on the farm house  what I gave him and made the changes to the floor plan to even make the house livable to me.  So he drew up the floor plans using the ones I had purchased.

I used to let Chuck and Lyn have the cabin to their selves as Bret and his wife lived in the basement of wife's parents house.   This gave them a place to be alone with the family. So Chuck worked hard too getting my needs met for the house, he and Lyn first to even visit, came before we even had our countertops in, it was such an ordeal to get that house built.  Chuck worked doing finishing work in some areas… we also would play and  would go out back all of us to shoot.   Chuck with one eye, as he had lost an eye, could hit a fly with a shot hahaha good really good.  Dad thought he would be first one eyed PGA golfer to make it on circuit, he did try that I think. Only one of siblings that never came to that house was Carey. Now if Con and Larry came, they wouldn’t stay in our house...they brought motor home so Larry hooked up Elect hook up from barn so they parked in front of that. So Larry never slept in our farm house.

Chuck lost his eye, working for Daddy's through the company Daddy worked for.  He was  on a latter doing something with screw driver and it slipped and went right through the eye. L eye I think not sure. Well of course prayer for restoring sight to that eye.. well God doesn’t need a new eyeball to restore sight for goodness sakes. He used to have a fitted insert thing to not make it show...was painful bothered him he quit wearing it....so you do notice a bit one eye being smaller.

We also did some planting as I recall, just all in messing around.  Was great to have the help from big brother for sure.  He also gave advise as to what is reasonable to charge that type thing to, so I talked to him quite often.

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Only Daughters With No Inheretane

 Cheri and I were the only daughters that took no inheritance from the Ehrman family and in same boat with husbands.  Why?  Because God is our inheritance.  What daughter is stilled tied to business??????  When went through this last time, Con forced to sell KY home...we stepped into help as their business was attacked.  I talked Bob into purchasing that house quick for her to bail them out.  Bob wanted nothing to do with that house, didn't want to be landlord again gave the full thing to me charge of.  Con also gave me her personal computer laptop so I didn't have to be in closet with one.  I used her login..she gave it to me so didn't change a thing..just went did my stuff on her computer...well used that computer with Matthew, did he choose wrong sister?  Will find out or it is just family as that is puter I used with all this.  Matthew talked about 3 sisters.  Well God has a path, I know nothing about the man and he refuses to contact me.  Fear??  Yeshua talked to married women..told Lord, Daddy had married woman besides me for word of God..told Father.

When Bob left he cut me off from everything all money all accounts only income I had was that rental of 850 a month.  Couldn't even pay for forced to get attorney.. Cheri bailed me out.  Attacked on all computers it was Cheri that purchased me a new one.  My full family stepped in for me in many areas which I will show.  Chuck to be guardian, why?  because of Bob forced attorney testing,  That man Bob has never said to me that he Loved me even.  Our family trained to stay put no matter the battles.

Chuck was given charge of the case of silver I had...I would toat it where I went.  Carey given charge over Banking for me, had to give that Carla Bitch no god what so ever name birth to even get account in FL..tied to service military,,moved up...she is a demon.

Maybe we all lived with demons, God trains you know....but taught to stay put.

So will continue to post things just between Daddy and Mom for that matter, I knew the desire of her heart.  She just thought I would be last to stand to preach gospels.  Daddy knew different.

Just to many as Chris would call them  haha  "cowinkydinks" in our family and ties.  Given this.

Isaiah 28:17-20 Judgment also will I lay to the line, and righteousness to the plummet: and the hail shall sweep away the refuge of lies, and the waters shall overflow the hiding place. And your covenant with death shall be disannulled, and your agreement with hell shall not stand; when the overflowing scourge shall pass through, then ye shall be trodden down by it. From the time that it goeth forth it shall take you: for morning by morning shall it pass over, by day and by night: and it shall be a vexation only to understand the report. For the bed is shorter than that a man can stretch himself on it: and the covering narrower than that he can wrap himself in it.

A reminder from Daddy song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfTQg9whI-s&list=PL014DDD0BF8C6909C

Yoh 4:23 But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.
Yoh 4:24 God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.
Yoh 14:17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.

 

 

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Never Seen Daddy So Pissed

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Daddy was grind the teeth pissed at Chuck and his daughter heather, for not putting that black child in the name of its father she gave it the Ehrman name...Daddy did not want his name tied to that child as that was not an Ehrman child to him.  I have never heard daddy over and over about something before.  Well Daddy didn't know it all  hahaha  but he believed God kept a pure bloodline somewhere, I think he felt tied to that.  Daddy didn't understand dna and Jacob, it was not a big thing people doing dna tests then. Yet Daddy was right!!  The X that a son carries is the mother not the father, so the X is a Peek not an Ehrman.  So lots more info has come about.  Daddy would have been sooooooooo excited at what all I found on Ehrmann's, it would have bore witness to what was in him.  Well stay tuned you have to know your bible and dna...takes 2.

Well Chuck like Cheri they are the yuppies of family to me,  I don't think liked the rules of Daddy...nor the belt correction...Chuck seemed to need that more or to an older age, just like my J did where his dad was concerned.  It didn't happen that often, it was the fact of age, shouldn't need that.  Doesn't even Yeshua talk about the lashes for goodness sakes.  Well they didn't know Yeshua. 

Never never in my life with daddy, did I have something pounded into me.  In all the correction rules you name it..never saw I could see it and hear it telling me over and over.  Chuck does not have one child to my knowledge that is able to stand without help from them.  How do I even know??  Cheri and him are buddies, I hear from Cheri...plus see...heard from Con about KY shit with Chucks son, so Chuck needed bailed out and Con and Larry helped.  Well God did not choose first borns he traded them in for priests, tribe of Levi? A tribe that stood with Moses, and God made them priests, and God was their inheritance.  Well what does Yeshua have?  Priests and Kings  so God hasn't changed...priests were to minister to God....He with Yeshua opened that door wide open with "whosoever"

So I think Daddy did have within him about bloodline battle...even though he never talked about that except with me.  He was so excited and felt Mom was gift of that bloodline thing too he told me.  Like he realized it later but was thankful.  We just talked some interesting stuff.

Funny thing about Daddy and his grandpa Robert Ehrman, is that, that man refused to learn and talk English.  So daddy couldn't even talk to him really.  Grandpa, Dad's Dad, was first born in USA of the children.

Of course when I got PG, mother talked to me, so she must have had it thrown in her face or came out of my dad's mouth to her as she warned me of this.  Sooner or later it will be thrown in your face that that child didn't have to be his.  Well it was just like mom said.  Well the dna proved it with my big brother.  I would urge J to get tested and prove it for me to his dad!!  And prove it to his dad.  Well the only company you can use is familytreedna.com  as ancestry has removed the house of israel lines from their dna tests... however I uploaded my ancestry to familytreedna to see.  different readings...well then ancestry makes software changes...changed what showed in me...well everyone really.  It was that update I showed up on all these ancestors back to 180 AD...what click on my site.  Well Bob said as a programmer you make changes as you want certain info...so to him it was on purpose...I saw it cause I didn't clear cookies would just leave my puter without rebooting...never closed Fire Fox to clear cookies....led of Lord?  as now rebooting all the time  lol  battle time though.

Wow this could go on forever with dna... because from my research, there is a closer tie with one of my ggranddad Peek who isn't Peek, but like one of his sons got the person pg  just dna seems to high to me for George and I.  With the dna I found out ggrandpa Peek was really a Paynter, adopted.   It happened to Dorothy Moore...Angel her daughter is from brother of her husband...or could be.  and the children I did read about old times hospital with dna, finding out babies switched.  oh the research trying to prove brother said he was gentile, why cause they don't know how God does things.  In some ways it is understandable...as Yeshua warns about those calling themselves Jews and are not... so what did Paul do...made everyone house of Israel?? meaning church, that follow him of course.

I just makes me sick, Yeshua made it so simple yet no followers...and breaks my heart.  I mean to feel like there is only one man on this earth I would even want to talk to??  pretty scary to me what world is.

Fear of Prophets - Mom's Graduation

 This is really such a long story but Father wants it told.  We shall see just how He leads me, as I think there will be more posts about this subject.  You see it was planned trip for me all along..the Lord had a Prophet staying at their house coming for the church...plus Mom and Dad's ministers, friends in the Lord from Indiana I had never met.  Mom just had to have me there so planned way in future.  That is another story though.  Mom passed on Father's Day, half way my stay so was there for Daddy after for a week.

The desire of my mothers heart was to have at least one of her children stand and preach the gospel.  She was so looking forward to this Prophet, thought she would hear on one of her children.  I didn't even know I would be able to go as was in a bent over the knee cast from snapping my achillies tendon at the heel hard to repair.  Well day before we were to leave I think I got my fitted lower support brace to walk, they took that puppy off me  hahaa and I was able to go, my son Joshua went with me, Jeremy stayed home couldn't get time off work.

Now the reason I use the word graduation in passing, is because that is what my Daddy called it.  He however believing for a miracle.  Well we found out it was cancer before me going, very rare type I was told by AZ Doctors usually only found in children.  Yet on Mom's death certificate, don't think it says cancer at all, but she passed from aneurysm..she had a huge vein left side as I recall pelvis area, was told if had any more children she would die, so she just had six, she always said she wanted a dozen.  I told Mom when she told me that...I said Mom "when they all marry you will have your dozen"   hahaha

Well I was there many days before Prophet to show up, he of course was coming just for Friday, Saturday and maybe he did Sunday morning not sure he might have left that day, well he did leave mom and dads as in packed and left that morning taking things with him.  Well my sister Cheri just popped in with mom being down...she actually left before mom passing as I recall so was not at moms funeral that I recall.  I couldn't get around well, but mom just like her, here I was coming for her and she was all worried about me, yet so happy I made it.  During the first couple days she would manage to get out of bed a bit, sit in living room chair, remember one night I laid in loveseat right beside her.

I would just sit on the floor, she slept right side of bed, and we both were worshipers of the Lord.  I just played worship music praising the Lord the whole time there.  I did not go to the church to hear the Prophet, mom being bedridden couldn't either, so it was recorded for us, we listened together beside bed.  Loved his teaching, can't recall only one word comes to mind is "leaks" as in veggie?  Wow then first person called out was threatened with death warning, God was done with him, this was last chance.  Scared the crap out of me and that dude in mom's house.  Well he also called out my big brother in that, so heard the prophecy...now they keep that stuff usually, so might be time to listen again as I recall he got both...so more like a choice in his path is how I took it.  It brought back memory of another of God Prophets I heard who while in church was told he had made the unpardonable sin and God was taking him out.  That man died right there and then in that church.  So I was scared of Prophets of God...worse than my Daddy correction for sure.  Put fear in me.

The Lord however when I did go back home, had me praying for this Prophet, so only one ever prayed for till Matthew-Yeshua in flesh.

I did talk to the Prophet, he sat with me in living room telling me about his heart condition, and his family.  He also noticed over the fireplace mom had all six of us senior pictures, he asked me who Cheri was, pointed her out to me, never said another word about it.  Well daddy had asked him right away if he had a word about mom, daddy shared that with me, and the Prophet told him 3 was all he got from the Lord, but told daddy the death angels were here.  He said he didn't know if it meant 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 month, or 3 years.  She died 3 days.  Things I remember happening.

1. remember Chuck big brother, coming over reading scripture on left side of bed.  Remember won't look up you can if you want...remember him reading about bone marrow and also blood.

2.  remember woman from church sitting in there with me, told me she had anointed my mom just being led of the Lord had no clue as to doing that, but the Lord showed her later she had actually preformed the priestly anointing on her.  She was just so amazed.

3 remember my older sister Con, was only one wouldn't come, she told me she just couldn't had to pray at home, she did however come Fathers Day was there.

4 remember Cheri taking over care of mom, she did not like that Prophet in the house...she shut off praise music..and when she left, felt mom would pass grabbed a spoon of mothers out of hutch to take with her when she left Sunday early I think Fathers Day.

5 remember Chris, little brother, such the servants heart caring for sick he cared for me even and anointed me with oil for my cancer.  He would come and do bed pans for her just all that stuff.

6. remember Carey coming praying at foot of bed

Well think it was Saturday as I had listened to tape first thing or that night even as sent home immediately...well the Prophet came in the bedroom after I had already heard that tape and was praying at foot of mom's bed...Daddy on left side me sitting floor right side.  I think I had praise music on again, Cheri she was either sleeping or not there just not there.  That prophet came over put his hands on my head and prophesied over me.  Shocked and afraid I have no clue what he even had to say...and he left the room.  Well I asked Daddy then: "was it good?"  haha couldn't remember a word.  Daddy told me yes it was.  So mom did get the desire of her heart to hear the prophet over one of her children right there beside her bed.

I was there with Daddy for a week after.  The rest will maybe be in other stories, as lots happened heavenly signs I saw all kinds of stuff.

My son Joshua and some of the other grandchildren were pallbearers along with my brothers.   Daddy has place for both his wives beside him, plots.

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Asking Daddy For A Horse

 I remember when we moved to Anderson, asking my daddy for a horse.  Well he told me he could not get me one because if the other children wanted them he could not do that.  He had to keep things as close as he could to not favoring one child over the other.  So everyone had to play by the rules.  Well I accepted that, but Daddy did know my heart on it.

He had friends he golfed with and worked with there, and one of them had horses.  He set up for me to go out to be able to learn some things about horses and ride.  He even did that for me when I was older and we were back in Ft Wayne.  Now that horse I remember, a Tennessee Walker, was told I would feel like I was riding a rocking chair  lol  Yep they were sure right wow what a difference, but I didn't care just loved horses.

So even though Daddy couldn't do for his children all their hearts desires, he tried to make a way for them to experience them.  Well I loved him for that.

 

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Daddy Mom and Jennie

I don't think the family even knew how close Daddy and I were. So hurt from Mom passing, he would even tell me hard things about cleaning out junk drawers and the memories. I felt I was watching him just die of heart break. Well daddy had me and a friend of my mothers that was married...He would even be invited over to dinner with them, so the husband knew. My sister so upset about Dad doing that. This friend of Moms, was strong in faith, as that was what Daddy was struggling with. I remember Mom so excited to have even found her for a friend in the Lord.

There is an old saying that had come to mind, I think I heard it from Daddy, but not sure. “A daughter is a daughter the rest of her life but a son is a son till he takes a wife” I heard it from either mom or dad....don't know if it is true or not or where it even came from.

Well the memory I actually had about Daddy this morning is when he was getting remarried. He was so excited for me to meet Jenny, and when I did at the wedding, wanted to know how I felt about her. It is just funny really to think about that it would even matter. I told Daddy I would love any woman that brought life back into my Daddy and this she did. I have a great picture of them together on my desktop...Jenny sent it to me absolutely love it...love the frame she put it in even too, best frame I have ever seen. It is a boat has ores and inset is the picture surrounded by white. They are at beach kind of area they might have been at Jenny's son's house..and both them dressed in white. Only thing dark on Daddy is his black belt, and shoes. I would ask Bob to scan it but he said he didn't want to be involved in any of my sh*t...so can't put it up.

When Daddy met Jenny he was so excited, they got married pretty quick after meeting. Daddy had standards he explained to me. He had to have gotten it from scriptures somewhere but didn't go into why just his standards. He refused to marry a woman that had been divorced. Would only marry one that was a widow. Now that could be because of the staying power, evidence in a woman, as Daddy was a rest of your life kinda guy. Raised his family to be the same, of 6 children only 1 divorced. So that man built in some kind of staying power hahaha and he always shared those things with me.

 

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Letter From Daddy

I think Daddy sent me this after mom passed before he remarried.  He also did this type writing for my sons, which I believe I have given to them when Bob and I separated.  Chuck used to tell me of course that he was dads best friend I do believe.  Don't know he ever received anything in writing as I did.

So I thought I would have just a pages area to kinda keep things between Dad and I.  Of course I can't think of any ministry other than talking...I did once send him a CD told him to listen to a particular song.  First commandment really Yeshua mentions... This was a church service recording, just loved it as it was having people give their heart, mind and soul to the Lord...well I had done that...told the Lord we humans can't grasp that kind of Love ask the Lord to help me with it give me a heart like Yeshua.  Only thing I could really tell Daddy to do through worship...as he had sent me a CD or maybe I purchased what he told me can't remember...if Daddy said something I usually paid attention.  Well of course I was born on my Daddy's birthday...so we had the same day.

What family needs to understand regarding this, is when I took that snap as no longer had this picture I did way back separated the last time. I had no websites then, I used Connie's computer given me with these things re Matthew Stephen Moranor. She had given me her computer I used her log in and everything she gave it to me. Gov and google had access only am sure those of Father's also watching...as took all my snaps off and put on that computer. Till they killed it. Then sister Cheryl, after killing every computer I had, purchased me one. Will write about that stuff on another post.

It was after filed for divorce still living there not moved here yet that told sister. I took these snaps again of this page saw the other and heard Daddy say to me: "you have found my soul" I told sister about that.

These never done all online..till now scanned for you.

Shocked when saw them couldn't figure out what happened how the man did this...carbon paper you can tell, this no look that way to me, you look see what you think.  Don't look carbon to me.

This flipped over back of top copy:

 

 

 

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