Monday, April 3, 2023

Daddy Mom and Jennie

I don't think the family even knew how close Daddy and I were. So hurt from Mom passing, he would even tell me hard things about cleaning out junk drawers and the memories. I felt I was watching him just die of heart break. Well daddy had me and a friend of my mothers that was married...He would even be invited over to dinner with them, so the husband knew. My sister so upset about Dad doing that. This friend of Moms, was strong in faith, as that was what Daddy was struggling with. I remember Mom so excited to have even found her for a friend in the Lord.

There is an old saying that had come to mind, I think I heard it from Daddy, but not sure. “A daughter is a daughter the rest of her life but a son is a son till he takes a wife” I heard it from either mom or dad....don't know if it is true or not or where it even came from.

Well the memory I actually had about Daddy this morning is when he was getting remarried. He was so excited for me to meet Jenny, and when I did at the wedding, wanted to know how I felt about her. It is just funny really to think about that it would even matter. I told Daddy I would love any woman that brought life back into my Daddy and this she did. I have a great picture of them together on my desktop...Jenny sent it to me absolutely love it...love the frame she put it in even too, best frame I have ever seen. It is a boat has ores and inset is the picture surrounded by white. They are at beach kind of area they might have been at Jenny's son's house..and both them dressed in white. Only thing dark on Daddy is his black belt, and shoes. I would ask Bob to scan it but he said he didn't want to be involved in any of my sh*t...so can't put it up.

When Daddy met Jenny he was so excited, they got married pretty quick after meeting. Daddy had standards he explained to me. He had to have gotten it from scriptures somewhere but didn't go into why just his standards. He refused to marry a woman that had been divorced. Would only marry one that was a widow. Now that could be because of the staying power, evidence in a woman, as Daddy was a rest of your life kinda guy. Raised his family to be the same, of 6 children only 1 divorced. So that man built in some kind of staying power hahaha and he always shared those things with me.

 

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Letter From Daddy

I think Daddy sent me this after mom passed before he remarried.  He also did this type writing for my sons, which I believe I have given to them when Bob and I separated.  Chuck used to tell me of course that he was dads best friend I do believe.  Don't know he ever received anything in writing as I did.

So I thought I would have just a pages area to kinda keep things between Dad and I.  Of course I can't think of any ministry other than talking...I did once send him a CD told him to listen to a particular song.  First commandment really Yeshua mentions... This was a church service recording, just loved it as it was having people give their heart, mind and soul to the Lord...well I had done that...told the Lord we humans can't grasp that kind of Love ask the Lord to help me with it give me a heart like Yeshua.  Only thing I could really tell Daddy to do through worship...as he had sent me a CD or maybe I purchased what he told me can't remember...if Daddy said something I usually paid attention.  Well of course I was born on my Daddy's birthday...so we had the same day.

What family needs to understand regarding this, is when I took that snap as no longer had this picture I did way back separated the last time. I had no websites then, I used Connie's computer given me with these things re Matthew Stephen Moranor. She had given me her computer I used her log in and everything she gave it to me. Gov and google had access only am sure those of Father's also watching...as took all my snaps off and put on that computer. Till they killed it. Then sister Cheryl, after killing every computer I had, purchased me one. Will write about that stuff on another post.

It was after filed for divorce still living there not moved here yet that told sister. I took these snaps again of this page saw the other and heard Daddy say to me: "you have found my soul" I told sister about that.

These never done all online..till now scanned for you.

Shocked when saw them couldn't figure out what happened how the man did this...carbon paper you can tell, this no look that way to me, you look see what you think.  Don't look carbon to me.

This flipped over back of top copy:

 

 

 

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Sunday, December 4, 2022

Yak about time with the Lord

 This is actually just telling the thoughts running through my head while in worship a couple days ago where I was pounded with things.  Jumping back and forth..dam bible online to my computer one a royal pain and lasted long as once get scripture another song.  To try to get you all that Father even says to me it was for the body as what?  A witness in time spent?  I yellered I call it stop I am human I can't remember all this pounded at me.  There will be days like this.. yellering in my head is very quiet.  Then might yeller out loud for so here is the text for the post I am still working on. I listened to 3 songs and they are not even listed yet..as it went into children things to me should be on another post.  So I have actually dleteted the text there and am working on it.  word lots and to much backing up so much scriptures to.  I removed the post called Worship - order on 12-3-2022 from here https://messiah.iamalmightygod.com/

The start of my morning was quiet thoughts with Almighty God Messiah the Great Spirit.  So I put on my Cherokee morning song as I do think about cousin George also, him Shawnee which was in Bob's mother so in my son's not as strong but there.  It also in my and Bob's

cousin the Saalfranks through my mom's brother's wife Ralph he was also married to a Betty same bloodline family.  So with my cousins there Bob and I were both cousins, to Daniel, Margett (Peggy), Ronald and Katheryn.  Bob's mom and their mom's grandpa's were brothers,

the Carpers which was Big G's maiden name Mary Carper.  Mary Carper and her sister 

Grace I believe it was both those siblings married brothers too.  The Deusler brothers... Betty Duesler my husband's mom and the son of Grace they teased were Kissing Cousins... Norman Duesler his name and lived had a flower shop in Lagrange where mom and dad shopped

while living at Cline Lake.  So George a head spirit well lots call that even a medicine man, told me he could understand lots of Cherokee so the tribes were related.  I had askered him if he knew the Cherokee morning song I just lovered it.  Sent it to my sister's husband a Harris

as I knew his mother I believe was Indian from that tribe and sent it to him.  I had sent then Larry lots of things as I believe it was Michelle that investigated these things.  I had asked my sister about it way before she had to check with Michelle and I was right in what

she found.  The reason I loved to the song is the words Ya Ya Ya.  Now way back first online simple passwords had.. I used mememe and yayaya  if needed or forced to change jumped back and forth..as things got more with passwords I just would use justme@ either yayaya

or mememe.  My big brother, set up my daddy's email a yahoo.com account..gave made daddy a password.  So really that made my big brother if he so desired to get into daddy's email.  Daddy's email was rcesr for senior.  Daddy after married to Jennie, complained to me

as we used to video comferance chat then..also had my sister Cheri set up to do this with me from AZ... anyway..Daddy said to me his password was just to hard he didn't know how to change it... so I said I will change it for you Daddy.. he gave me his password I logged

in and changed his password and came back told him what it was.. I said I gave you one of mine Daddy it is simple... yayaya.  After daddy graduated... I used to once in a while log into his email and then did stop.

</p><p>  Now I did lots of research even earlier just trying to put pieces that I found over the years never forgot trying to put after a Catholic carasmatic daddy askered me to asker her what tribe he was from and she said the tribe of Dan.  Poppered right out her mouth

no question or ponder did.  Daddy's coment hearing that to me was just a tone as he was strict with dissapline even us children.. but said "FIGURES".  So I searched scriptures regarding the tribe of Dan and found last mention of them they were on ships in stead of war I

think going on at the time all were asking where is Dan.  Last heard from.  Well thoughts fly through your mind a lot faster than typing and reading people...for you to try to understand all the connections is all I will say on this and not post it to this what I was given.

I did start the music..thoughts fly and all the sudden haver no clue at what number slide the bar to start it over again...playing then the full song.  I just said out loud don't asker me why I did that I have no clue.

 

Baby Baptism and Adult Baptism

I always comment about the number 13 as it was my baby baptism day. So did I become a youth then? hahaha baptised into sin? Well I was not taught that haha Daddy said it was a dedication to the Lord, basically showing the heart of the parents with the strong desire that their child would be raised with the knowledge of the Lord. For this reason godparents were chosen, worthy of such a task if anything would happen to them. The godparent was agreeing with them and their job was to ensure that instruction and knowledge did continue. So really a baptism is a confession and belief of the parent's people, when you think about it. With the 4 in agreement 2 x 2? The pastor a witness of the joined hearts of the adults dedicates then the child to the Lord. Well in talking with Daddy about it...this more how it came out with me. So even though I was not in church it still a desire of my heart as I was doing this myself wanted it done. The church not a member was I, at time of Joshua, but raised in that denomination but MO Synod agreed to do this for us Bob and I it was important to me, Bob in agreement. Should any pastor provide this? To me yes all should even if not a member. It should not matter what denomination...or if a member, it is a parent's right to ask a request and witnesses there of, of the unity in belief of the Lord. You would think any pastor on this planet would love to see 2 parents hearts in agreement on this people. Yet the church's have wiped it out. They got what they did!!! No confession of parents in agreement by doing it. They got more divoiced untrained children in the Lord. So I ask you.. who really was it that removed Almighty from the child to begin with? not the schools and prayer people. The so called church's. No eyes to see, repent for such blame government for what a nation standing on the church, who took agreement of knowledge of the Lord out of the picture for hearts agreeing as parents? Am I judging? It is my job like it or not. We permit heads of church's that are not what was sent a prophet. Business men are chosen with knowledge of the Lord not one directed of the Lord. So a congregation witness of baptism...should be a praise and thanking of the Lord that parents 2 hearts in agreement for their child. So you tell me how many church's is this people? I was not in one or a member got it done. You should not be forced to be a member of anything. Where is that even written? So with Daddy's explanation to me I made my choice leaving the church when I got married. Both my children were baptized. Not in a church, my husband stood with me in agreement to it.

My big brother told me not to long ago, he did not believe in baptism. I was shocked but didn't say what type?  Well the reason I didn't say that is because to my knowledge none of their children were baptized in the Lutheran Church which both of them were raised in.  They had come out and become part of the Assembly of God groupies.  So had several in the family people.  Con and Larry's children went to their private schools in Indiana.  Michael got cancer in one of his shoulders I forget what arm.  Chuck saying that to me meant then as an adult I guess... I was shocked.. was he better than Messiah who did it?  What example was he following?  I know Carey did get baptized in a river there in FL don't know by whom.. but talked to him, he said well Messiah did it.. so felt the need to follow.   If Chuck wouldn't get baptized and I know Daddy did 3 times, find out shit want the shit off him.  Led to different ministries he was till baptized by that one in Israel in the Jordan River together with mom.
Daddy and mom felt when they got there they were home.  He couldn't explain the feeling to me.  I asked Bob to take me there and he said NO.  So tried to get Con to go with me and that no happen.

Was my family basically out of the church then? Yes pretty much we were more grown them still there as still had young sons raising to finish. Now my questioning came more then when out and totally moved even though we never attended my church did Bob and I. My heart still did question Daddy and that was more my understanding from him. I askered people you need to understand when something on my heart not in scripture really I askered my daddy. If you askered him he would tell any person same. When something is on your heart and really no see in scripture I askered. Any one of my siblings could have done the same but did they ask? Words used should be to Almighty God our Father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Same nation did use someone knew something of a difference people using Almighty God or God Almighty why was it changed???????????????? To my knowledge I am the only sibling to do this coming out of the church when married. Question then to any and all my siblings even...there is probably not one marriage within my siblings that any person would have not stood to do the same together, not one. David would have stood with Cheri on it I just know he would have they did things the way raised we were even with Cheri butting heads with Daddy. Because of Cheri's attitude re daddy, daddy made sure they were baptized without her knowledge. He did it himself in Cline lake on one of her visits. Daddy feeling the need to step in for his grandchildren there. He felt the need there to take it to Almighty God to cover them and Daddy's seed there. He was not concerned about his other grandchildren being raised in the knowledge of. To my knowledge only Connie and myself had any babies baptized. Connie had Michael and Matthew before they came out of the church. Myself having both sons done with my husband in agreement not being in the church at all really. I myself am probably the only one to ask Daddy as it was on my heart and not really understood by me why they even do it. On my heart from Almighty? or man?

I asked Cheri just a few days ago today being 12-4-2022 if she ever asked her children if they remember their grandpa doing this in Cline Lake she didn't even ask them if they remembered it.

Anyway found this sitting as lots of things would so posting it.

Saturday, September 17, 2022

Sickness and School

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Sickness and Children

This I did talk about and never posted or wrote training the boys with that book..actually had gad men then gov battle for possession of the computer sis got me and others with control. So a battle back and forth it was. My sister Cheryl snapped with her face recognition the picture I never put on my computer of these men. This was when I traveled down there following my brother Chris to make sure I would have a man to follow make sure I would get there to see what the heck was going on with my big sister as I could not get any questions answered regarding her, I needed to know myself being her closest friend and sister. So a battle back and forth my sis who wanted me off the drugs talking had flipped not listening as I was going to doctor about it.. and all the family did the same. I would have snapshots wake up with and did publish them later.. telling that book Matthew about them. Bob and I not separated then. She braided my hair that way even.. took snap sent to Bob as I stayed with her first, no more than 3 days with her or you stink. She did not even know how since Chris married as we both there for that, had no clue never went to that brother's house so close to all brother it was, no clue how to get there. Ask me had to take her shit gifts, didn't know even what he smoked and what beer he would drink those took him. Knowing this am sure maybe?? either that or Chris saying, when he was swollen up and found then cancer she wanted to see him, he went to Carey's house for her not to come to his house then even.

Sickness as children, we were made to stay in bed.. no out of bed to play.. and mom would take care of us. Usually these were stomach sickness throwing up, diarrhea, or just feeling like that not yet doing...and would usually have a big of a temp mom always checking by kissing out foreheads.. if super hot would take temp. These times the only times we were allowed to have soda pop. When sick you never drank water.. it was chips of ice a bit not much and see if keep down these first before moving on to next phase.. bread or toast. The soda pop I mentioned about in this story yaked about never wrote..but on several times after separated.. I asked people if they remember their mom's doing the same and what ever happened to this brand of pop. All said yes we remember and they had no clue what made it stop.

WARNING DO NOT BUY THE POP NOW OUT AGAIN

THE REASON IS BECAUSE IT SAYS "NEW" I DID GET A CASE AND HAVE DRUNK IT, SAVING SOME FOR TESTING..SHOULD AND THIS THE ONLY WAY I WILL BUY IT AGAIN AND HAVE IT TESTED.. TO SEE IF DRUGS POISON WAS PUT IN TO KILL PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME AND ALMIGHTY GOD. NOW FOR ME NOT WORRIED JOSEPH DID DRINK POISON AND SO DID IN ANCIENT PIECES I SAW NO LONGER CAN GET OF WRITINGS OF BOOK OF JOHN DID DO. SO STAY AWAY FROM 7-UP THERE CAN BE A MESSAGE GOOD ONE SENT OUT WITH THIS BUT DO NOT DRINK THIS PRODUCT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WILL PUT THE GOOD MENTIONING AGAIN THE BAD ON ANOTHER POST OF ALMIGHTY GODS.

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The funny thing is my big brother sent me the 3 of us picture he had..making a comment that he thought the look on my face was me shitting basically and him laughing as they could smell it. I later commented back to him.. do you see where my finger is pointing. hahaha What I would have loved to ask my parents if I could re this picture, is the feet crossing of Connie and Chuck opposite directions, and mine straight?..or put in these positions.

SITTING PROPER LOOK AT ORDER

The funny thing about this picture will be more a wow impression as to me in my direction to Jeremy and Joshua if they noticed. When you are facing something what is the right hand side? A book?? TV?? you name it, all is backwards even on computer shit gates did.. calling what side what..backwards from beginning. Why? Well as Matthew even pointing out to me the blue being spirit hearing.. in a human but blue blood color is what? inside...outside requires cut and is red..outside. So woman was the inside people divided we were from beginning our sentence. That really doesn't matter as all is evil inside and outside just a picture is all. Woman being the inside of you...as a ONE devils we are here. Flipping even in programming which my husband Robert Allan Jacob could as a programmer do a rare thing called programming backwards.. that is actually then forward not backwards if that makes sense. So a man capable of forward doing things make work for backwards shit.

Daddy and mom were led to do this people or had hidden knowledge passed down trying with family passing down images to make it known is all. A man not having all the truth either. Some keys to get us there...with a desire as all daddy and mom's of the Lord to save every one of their children and try to do this in the world we live.

My mom wanted all of her children named with all "C" beginning name.. my sis did the same went middle name adding on her's to all being "MD" her's were all done correct for that where as in the Ehrman's it was not totally true. My big brother was not starting with a "C" just called short Chuck for his middle name. My great grandpa on my daddy's mom's side Charles Jefferson Paynter (adopted Peek) was called CJ. I found these things out from my godmother Phyllis Ehrman who did keep the genealogy of the family and give me to scan pictures and things she had informing me. They however never knew?? CJ was a Paynter...hidden maybe was the fact he was married before with a first wife that passed leaving him to raise those children. We us siblings never knew this, so they used to have what called skeletons in closets hahaha this one kept from us. Without dna I would have never found out.

Thursday, September 15, 2022

TRIBULATION

End times does come with tribulation, that can be in all area's of life people. Right now I am dealing with it regarding purchase of real estate even battles, filty men in my family now dealing with not any help or consideration men just do not come with that built in them. So I told my son's both verbal.. stay the F away from your mom have fun right now and plant kill shots where you work hidden. Man won't help and won't release them.. I ask them to stay away from me dealing with my Ehrman side of the family there are more for me to deal with. A family of follow the leader big brother. The good in his house his wife, same as brother Carey...good in Cheryl's house never have talked with and will be last is David. Connie my side kick is is ruled by her husband the evil better than most he is but she was the good...was the daily in the word every day. I did battle for that with here with her heart almost died she did. Worship and cry did till she lived...went on a long time with bleeding internally no could figure out even. So although I do believe Larry will hear just as I believe Bob will, they never have been faithful to be in the word daily. Lynda and Mari I would think they are in it more than their counter parts. I know how both love the Lord.

Anyway been even yelling at eldest testing to see if will get involved and that boy will not PTL for him hahahaha So I pray they are having fun.. I want their music created CD's, I want version 6 something of bible, I want Mari's mom's poems who's number even happened to be 22 and I told Mari way back the meaning of it. I believe her parents just like mine were a ONE Father did make them. So anyway the battles continue I told my son's be creative making things they have seen mentioned mom wants.. should I see ask for a word change would let them know.. but desire them to have some fun till I am done with this dam family of mine..then we will proceed. It is possible that Mari's mother's poems would fit a created melody you boys did. Josh had made me a CD I no longer have and I do remember having favorites on it I mentioned to him. So looking forward and hope to hear and see new things as we see what the man's heart is on this planet it requires man the woman needs to stay out...should any woman be there they are there to cause problems is all. Heck I talked about having a squirt gun and fly by shootings of daddy hahaha I would call them.. but all he did is point his finger at things while driving by and bind satan over it and case him out. Could also be done on DC march I brought up. DC MARCH WALLS COME TUMBLING DOWN hear right now.. going to publish... again.. "raise" "standard"

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