Never Seen Daddy So Pissed

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Daddy was grind the teeth pissed at Chuck and his daughter heather, for not putting that black child in the name of its father she gave it the Ehrman name...Daddy did not want his name tied to that child as that was not an Ehrman child to him.  I have never heard daddy over and over about something before.  Well Daddy didn't know it all  hahaha  but he believed God kept a pure bloodline somewhere, I think he felt tied to that.  Daddy didn't understand dna and Jacob, it was not a big thing people doing dna tests then. Yet Daddy was right!!  The X that a son carries is the mother not the father, so the X is a Peek not an Ehrman.  So lots more info has come about.  Daddy would have been sooooooooo excited at what all I found on Ehrmann's, it would have bore witness to what was in him.  Well stay tuned you have to know your bible and dna...takes 2.

Well Chuck like Cheri they are the yuppies of family to me,  I don't think liked the rules of Daddy...nor the belt correction...Chuck seemed to need that more or to an older age, just like my J did where his dad was concerned.  It didn't happen that often, it was the fact of age, shouldn't need that.  Doesn't even Yeshua talk about the lashes for goodness sakes.  Well they didn't know Yeshua. 

Never never in my life with daddy, did I have something pounded into me.  In all the correction rules you name it..never saw I could see it and hear it telling me over and over.  Chuck does not have one child to my knowledge that is able to stand without help from them.  How do I even know??  Cheri and him are buddies, I hear from Cheri...plus see...heard from Con about KY shit with Chucks son, so Chuck needed bailed out and Con and Larry helped.  Well God did not choose first borns he traded them in for priests, tribe of Levi? A tribe that stood with Moses, and God made them priests, and God was their inheritance.  Well what does Yeshua have?  Priests and Kings  so God hasn't changed...priests were to minister to God....He with Yeshua opened that door wide open with "whosoever"

So I think Daddy did have within him about bloodline battle...even though he never talked about that except with me.  He was so excited and felt Mom was gift of that bloodline thing too he told me.  Like he realized it later but was thankful.  We just talked some interesting stuff.

Funny thing about Daddy and his grandpa Robert Ehrman, is that, that man refused to learn and talk English.  So daddy couldn't even talk to him really.  Grandpa, Dad's Dad, was first born in USA of the children.

Of course when I got PG, mother talked to me, so she must have had it thrown in her face or came out of my dad's mouth to her as she warned me of this.  Sooner or later it will be thrown in your face that that child didn't have to be his.  Well it was just like mom said.  Well the dna proved it with my big brother.  I would urge J to get tested and prove it for me to his dad!!  And prove it to his dad.  Well the only company you can use is familytreedna.com  as ancestry has removed the house of israel lines from their dna tests... however I uploaded my ancestry to familytreedna to see.  different readings...well then ancestry makes software changes...changed what showed in me...well everyone really.  It was that update I showed up on all these ancestors back to 180 AD...what click on my site.  Well Bob said as a programmer you make changes as you want certain info...so to him it was on purpose...I saw it cause I didn't clear cookies would just leave my puter without rebooting...never closed Fire Fox to clear cookies....led of Lord?  as now rebooting all the time  lol  battle time though.

Wow this could go on forever with dna... because from my research, there is a closer tie with one of my ggranddad Peek who isn't Peek, but like one of his sons got the person pg  just dna seems to high to me for George and I.  With the dna I found out ggrandpa Peek was really a Paynter, adopted.   It happened to Dorothy Moore...Angel her daughter is from brother of her husband...or could be.  and the children I did read about old times hospital with dna, finding out babies switched.  oh the research trying to prove brother said he was gentile, why cause they don't know how God does things.  In some ways it is understandable...as Yeshua warns about those calling themselves Jews and are not... so what did Paul do...made everyone house of Israel?? meaning church, that follow him of course.

I just makes me sick, Yeshua made it so simple yet no followers...and breaks my heart.  I mean to feel like there is only one man on this earth I would even want to talk to??  pretty scary to me what world is.

Fear of Prophets - Mom's Graduation

 This is really such a long story but Father wants it told.  We shall see just how He leads me, as I think there will be more posts about this subject.  You see it was planned trip for me all along..the Lord had a Prophet staying at their house coming for the church...plus Mom and Dad's ministers, friends in the Lord from Indiana I had never met.  Mom just had to have me there so planned way in future.  That is another story though.  Mom passed on Father's Day, half way my stay so was there for Daddy after for a week.

The desire of my mothers heart was to have at least one of her children stand and preach the gospel.  She was so looking forward to this Prophet, thought she would hear on one of her children.  I didn't even know I would be able to go as was in a bent over the knee cast from snapping my achillies tendon at the heel hard to repair.  Well day before we were to leave I think I got my fitted lower support brace to walk, they took that puppy off me  hahaa and I was able to go, my son Joshua went with me, Jeremy stayed home couldn't get time off work.

Now the reason I use the word graduation in passing, is because that is what my Daddy called it.  He however believing for a miracle.  Well we found out it was cancer before me going, very rare type I was told by AZ Doctors usually only found in children.  Yet on Mom's death certificate, don't think it says cancer at all, but she passed from aneurysm..she had a huge vein left side as I recall pelvis area, was told if had any more children she would die, so she just had six, she always said she wanted a dozen.  I told Mom when she told me that...I said Mom "when they all marry you will have your dozen"   hahaha

Well I was there many days before Prophet to show up, he of course was coming just for Friday, Saturday and maybe he did Sunday morning not sure he might have left that day, well he did leave mom and dads as in packed and left that morning taking things with him.  Well my sister Cheri just popped in with mom being down...she actually left before mom passing as I recall so was not at moms funeral that I recall.  I couldn't get around well, but mom just like her, here I was coming for her and she was all worried about me, yet so happy I made it.  During the first couple days she would manage to get out of bed a bit, sit in living room chair, remember one night I laid in loveseat right beside her.

I would just sit on the floor, she slept right side of bed, and we both were worshipers of the Lord.  I just played worship music praising the Lord the whole time there.  I did not go to the church to hear the Prophet, mom being bedridden couldn't either, so it was recorded for us, we listened together beside bed.  Loved his teaching, can't recall only one word comes to mind is "leaks" as in veggie?  Wow then first person called out was threatened with death warning, God was done with him, this was last chance.  Scared the crap out of me and that dude in mom's house.  Well he also called out my big brother in that, so heard the prophecy...now they keep that stuff usually, so might be time to listen again as I recall he got both...so more like a choice in his path is how I took it.  It brought back memory of another of God Prophets I heard who while in church was told he had made the unpardonable sin and God was taking him out.  That man died right there and then in that church.  So I was scared of Prophets of God...worse than my Daddy correction for sure.  Put fear in me.

The Lord however when I did go back home, had me praying for this Prophet, so only one ever prayed for till Matthew-Yeshua in flesh.

I did talk to the Prophet, he sat with me in living room telling me about his heart condition, and his family.  He also noticed over the fireplace mom had all six of us senior pictures, he asked me who Cheri was, pointed her out to me, never said another word about it.  Well daddy had asked him right away if he had a word about mom, daddy shared that with me, and the Prophet told him 3 was all he got from the Lord, but told daddy the death angels were here.  He said he didn't know if it meant 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 month, or 3 years.  She died 3 days.  Things I remember happening.

1. remember Chuck big brother, coming over reading scripture on left side of bed.  Remember won't look up you can if you want...remember him reading about bone marrow and also blood.

2.  remember woman from church sitting in there with me, told me she had anointed my mom just being led of the Lord had no clue as to doing that, but the Lord showed her later she had actually preformed the priestly anointing on her.  She was just so amazed.

3 remember my older sister Con, was only one wouldn't come, she told me she just couldn't had to pray at home, she did however come Fathers Day was there.

4 remember Cheri taking over care of mom, she did not like that Prophet in the house...she shut off praise music..and when she left, felt mom would pass grabbed a spoon of mothers out of hutch to take with her when she left Sunday early I think Fathers Day.

5 remember Chris, little brother, such the servants heart caring for sick he cared for me even and anointed me with oil for my cancer.  He would come and do bed pans for her just all that stuff.

6. remember Carey coming praying at foot of bed

Well think it was Saturday as I had listened to tape first thing or that night even as sent home immediately...well the Prophet came in the bedroom after I had already heard that tape and was praying at foot of mom's bed...Daddy on left side me sitting floor right side.  I think I had praise music on again, Cheri she was either sleeping or not there just not there.  That prophet came over put his hands on my head and prophesied over me.  Shocked and afraid I have no clue what he even had to say...and he left the room.  Well I asked Daddy then: "was it good?"  haha couldn't remember a word.  Daddy told me yes it was.  So mom did get the desire of her heart to hear the prophet over one of her children right there beside her bed.

I was there with Daddy for a week after.  The rest will maybe be in other stories, as lots happened heavenly signs I saw all kinds of stuff.

My son Joshua and some of the other grandchildren were pallbearers along with my brothers.   Daddy has place for both his wives beside him, plots.

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Asking Daddy For A Horse

 I remember when we moved to Anderson, asking my daddy for a horse.  Well he told me he could not get me one because if the other children wanted them he could not do that.  He had to keep things as close as he could to not favoring one child over the other.  So everyone had to play by the rules.  Well I accepted that, but Daddy did know my heart on it.

He had friends he golfed with and worked with there, and one of them had horses.  He set up for me to go out to be able to learn some things about horses and ride.  He even did that for me when I was older and we were back in Ft Wayne.  Now that horse I remember, a Tennessee Walker, was told I would feel like I was riding a rocking chair  lol  Yep they were sure right wow what a difference, but I didn't care just loved horses.

So even though Daddy couldn't do for his children all their hearts desires, he tried to make a way for them to experience them.  Well I loved him for that.

 

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Daddy Mom and Jennie

I don't think the family even knew how close Daddy and I were. So hurt from Mom passing, he would even tell me hard things about cleaning out junk drawers and the memories. I felt I was watching him just die of heart break. Well daddy had me and a friend of my mothers that was married...He would even be invited over to dinner with them, so the husband knew. My sister so upset about Dad doing that. This friend of Moms, was strong in faith, as that was what Daddy was struggling with. I remember Mom so excited to have even found her for a friend in the Lord.

There is an old saying that had come to mind, I think I heard it from Daddy, but not sure. “A daughter is a daughter the rest of her life but a son is a son till he takes a wife” I heard it from either mom or dad....don't know if it is true or not or where it even came from.

Well the memory I actually had about Daddy this morning is when he was getting remarried. He was so excited for me to meet Jenny, and when I did at the wedding, wanted to know how I felt about her. It is just funny really to think about that it would even matter. I told Daddy I would love any woman that brought life back into my Daddy and this she did. I have a great picture of them together on my desktop...Jenny sent it to me absolutely love it...love the frame she put it in even too, best frame I have ever seen. It is a boat has ores and inset is the picture surrounded by white. They are at beach kind of area they might have been at Jenny's son's house..and both them dressed in white. Only thing dark on Daddy is his black belt, and shoes. I would ask Bob to scan it but he said he didn't want to be involved in any of my sh*t...so can't put it up.

When Daddy met Jenny he was so excited, they got married pretty quick after meeting. Daddy had standards he explained to me. He had to have gotten it from scriptures somewhere but didn't go into why just his standards. He refused to marry a woman that had been divorced. Would only marry one that was a widow. Now that could be because of the staying power, evidence in a woman, as Daddy was a rest of your life kinda guy. Raised his family to be the same, of 6 children only 1 divorced. So that man built in some kind of staying power hahaha and he always shared those things with me.

 

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Letter From Daddy

I think Daddy sent me this after mom passed before he remarried.  He also did this type writing for my sons, which I believe I have given to them when Bob and I separated.  Chuck used to tell me of course that he was dads best friend I do believe.  Don't know he ever received anything in writing as I did.

So I thought I would have just a pages area to kinda keep things between Dad and I.  Of course I can't think of any ministry other than talking...I did once send him a CD told him to listen to a particular song.  First commandment really Yeshua mentions... This was a church service recording, just loved it as it was having people give their heart, mind and soul to the Lord...well I had done that...told the Lord we humans can't grasp that kind of Love ask the Lord to help me with it give me a heart like Yeshua.  Only thing I could really tell Daddy to do through worship...as he had sent me a CD or maybe I purchased what he told me can't remember...if Daddy said something I usually paid attention.  Well of course I was born on my Daddy's birthday...so we had the same day.

What family needs to understand regarding this, is when I took that snap as no longer had this picture I did way back separated the last time. I had no websites then, I used Connie's computer given me with these things re Matthew Stephen Moranor. She had given me her computer I used her log in and everything she gave it to me. Gov and google had access only am sure those of Father's also watching...as took all my snaps off and put on that computer. Till they killed it. Then sister Cheryl, after killing every computer I had, purchased me one. Will write about that stuff on another post.

It was after filed for divorce still living there not moved here yet that told sister. I took these snaps again of this page saw the other and heard Daddy say to me: "you have found my soul" I told sister about that.

These never done all online..till now scanned for you.

Shocked when saw them couldn't figure out what happened how the man did this...carbon paper you can tell, this no look that way to me, you look see what you think.  Don't look carbon to me.

This flipped over back of top copy:

 

 

 

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Yak about time with the Lord

 This is actually just telling the thoughts running through my head while in worship a couple days ago where I was pounded with things.  Jumping back and forth..dam bible online to my computer one a royal pain and lasted long as once get scripture another song.  To try to get you all that Father even says to me it was for the body as what?  A witness in time spent?  I yellered I call it stop I am human I can't remember all this pounded at me.  There will be days like this.. yellering in my head is very quiet.  Then might yeller out loud for so here is the text for the post I am still working on. I listened to 3 songs and they are not even listed yet..as it went into children things to me should be on another post.  So I have actually dleteted the text there and am working on it.  word lots and to much backing up so much scriptures to.  I removed the post called Worship - order on 12-3-2022 from here https://messiah.iamalmightygod.com/

The start of my morning was quiet thoughts with Almighty God Messiah the Great Spirit.  So I put on my Cherokee morning song as I do think about cousin George also, him Shawnee which was in Bob's mother so in my son's not as strong but there.  It also in my and Bob's

cousin the Saalfranks through my mom's brother's wife Ralph he was also married to a Betty same bloodline family.  So with my cousins there Bob and I were both cousins, to Daniel, Margett (Peggy), Ronald and Katheryn.  Bob's mom and their mom's grandpa's were brothers,

the Carpers which was Big G's maiden name Mary Carper.  Mary Carper and her sister 

Grace I believe it was both those siblings married brothers too.  The Deusler brothers... Betty Duesler my husband's mom and the son of Grace they teased were Kissing Cousins... Norman Duesler his name and lived had a flower shop in Lagrange where mom and dad shopped

while living at Cline Lake.  So George a head spirit well lots call that even a medicine man, told me he could understand lots of Cherokee so the tribes were related.  I had askered him if he knew the Cherokee morning song I just lovered it.  Sent it to my sister's husband a Harris

as I knew his mother I believe was Indian from that tribe and sent it to him.  I had sent then Larry lots of things as I believe it was Michelle that investigated these things.  I had asked my sister about it way before she had to check with Michelle and I was right in what

she found.  The reason I loved to the song is the words Ya Ya Ya.  Now way back first online simple passwords had.. I used mememe and yayaya  if needed or forced to change jumped back and forth..as things got more with passwords I just would use justme@ either yayaya

or mememe.  My big brother, set up my daddy's email a yahoo.com account..gave made daddy a password.  So really that made my big brother if he so desired to get into daddy's email.  Daddy's email was rcesr for senior.  Daddy after married to Jennie, complained to me

as we used to video comferance chat then..also had my sister Cheri set up to do this with me from AZ... anyway..Daddy said to me his password was just to hard he didn't know how to change it... so I said I will change it for you Daddy.. he gave me his password I logged

in and changed his password and came back told him what it was.. I said I gave you one of mine Daddy it is simple... yayaya.  After daddy graduated... I used to once in a while log into his email and then did stop.

</p><p>  Now I did lots of research even earlier just trying to put pieces that I found over the years never forgot trying to put after a Catholic carasmatic daddy askered me to asker her what tribe he was from and she said the tribe of Dan.  Poppered right out her mouth

no question or ponder did.  Daddy's coment hearing that to me was just a tone as he was strict with dissapline even us children.. but said "FIGURES".  So I searched scriptures regarding the tribe of Dan and found last mention of them they were on ships in stead of war I

think going on at the time all were asking where is Dan.  Last heard from.  Well thoughts fly through your mind a lot faster than typing and reading people...for you to try to understand all the connections is all I will say on this and not post it to this what I was given.

I did start the music..thoughts fly and all the sudden haver no clue at what number slide the bar to start it over again...playing then the full song.  I just said out loud don't asker me why I did that I have no clue.

 

Baby Baptism and Adult Baptism

I always comment about the number 13 as it was my baby baptism day. So did I become a youth then? hahaha baptised into sin? Well I was not taught that haha Daddy said it was a dedication to the Lord, basically showing the heart of the parents with the strong desire that their child would be raised with the knowledge of the Lord. For this reason godparents were chosen, worthy of such a task if anything would happen to them. The godparent was agreeing with them and their job was to ensure that instruction and knowledge did continue. So really a baptism is a confession and belief of the parent's people, when you think about it. With the 4 in agreement 2 x 2? The pastor a witness of the joined hearts of the adults dedicates then the child to the Lord. Well in talking with Daddy about it...this more how it came out with me. So even though I was not in church it still a desire of my heart as I was doing this myself wanted it done. The church not a member was I, at time of Joshua, but raised in that denomination but MO Synod agreed to do this for us Bob and I it was important to me, Bob in agreement. Should any pastor provide this? To me yes all should even if not a member. It should not matter what denomination...or if a member, it is a parent's right to ask a request and witnesses there of, of the unity in belief of the Lord. You would think any pastor on this planet would love to see 2 parents hearts in agreement on this people. Yet the church's have wiped it out. They got what they did!!! No confession of parents in agreement by doing it. They got more divoiced untrained children in the Lord. So I ask you.. who really was it that removed Almighty from the child to begin with? not the schools and prayer people. The so called church's. No eyes to see, repent for such blame government for what a nation standing on the church, who took agreement of knowledge of the Lord out of the picture for hearts agreeing as parents? Am I judging? It is my job like it or not. We permit heads of church's that are not what was sent a prophet. Business men are chosen with knowledge of the Lord not one directed of the Lord. So a congregation witness of baptism...should be a praise and thanking of the Lord that parents 2 hearts in agreement for their child. So you tell me how many church's is this people? I was not in one or a member got it done. You should not be forced to be a member of anything. Where is that even written? So with Daddy's explanation to me I made my choice leaving the church when I got married. Both my children were baptized. Not in a church, my husband stood with me in agreement to it.

My big brother told me not to long ago, he did not believe in baptism. I was shocked but didn't say what type?  Well the reason I didn't say that is because to my knowledge none of their children were baptized in the Lutheran Church which both of them were raised in.  They had come out and become part of the Assembly of God groupies.  So had several in the family people.  Con and Larry's children went to their private schools in Indiana.  Michael got cancer in one of his shoulders I forget what arm.  Chuck saying that to me meant then as an adult I guess... I was shocked.. was he better than Messiah who did it?  What example was he following?  I know Carey did get baptized in a river there in FL don't know by whom.. but talked to him, he said well Messiah did it.. so felt the need to follow.   If Chuck wouldn't get baptized and I know Daddy did 3 times, find out shit want the shit off him.  Led to different ministries he was till baptized by that one in Israel in the Jordan River together with mom.

Daddy and mom felt when they got there they were home.  He couldn't explain the feeling to me.  I asked Bob to take me there and he said NO.  So tried to get Con to go with me and that no happen.

Was my family basically out of the church then? Yes pretty much we were more grown them still there as still had young sons raising to finish. Now my questioning came more then when out and totally moved even though we never attended my church did Bob and I. My heart still did question Daddy and that was more my understanding from him. I askered people you need to understand when something on my heart not in scripture really I askered my daddy. If you askered him he would tell any person same. When something is on your heart and really no see in scripture I askered. Any one of my siblings could have done the same but did they ask? Words used should be to Almighty God our Father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Same nation did use someone knew something of a difference people using Almighty God or God Almighty why was it changed???????????????? To my knowledge I am the only sibling to do this coming out of the church when married. Question then to any and all my siblings even...there is probably not one marriage within my siblings that any person would have not stood to do the same together, not one. David would have stood with Cheri on it I just know he would have they did things the way raised we were even with Cheri butting heads with Daddy. Because of Cheri's attitude re daddy, daddy made sure they were baptized without her knowledge. He did it himself in Cline lake on one of her visits. Daddy feeling the need to step in for his grandchildren there. He felt the need there to take it to Almighty God to cover them and Daddy's seed there. He was not concerned about his other grandchildren being raised in the knowledge of. To my knowledge only Connie and myself had any babies baptized. Connie had Michael and Matthew before they came out of the church. Myself having both sons done with my husband in agreement not being in the church at all really. I myself am probably the only one to ask Daddy as it was on my heart and not really understood by me why they even do it. On my heart from Almighty? or man?

I asked Cheri just a few days ago today being 12-4-2022 if she ever asked her children if they remember their grandpa doing this in Cline Lake she didn't even ask them if they remembered it.

Anyway found this sitting as lots of things would so posting it.